Category Archives: Reflections

Reflections on how we feel and how the mission is changing us

New Year Resolutions

For many of us, 2016 was a tough year. We witnessed widespread human rights violations across the globe,  terrorism, mass shootings, hate crimes, racism, political turmoil, and said goodbye to many influential people.  All this in addition to our own personal struggles.  At times we cried, we were enraged, we were heartbroken and we were empty. Some of us protested, some volunteered and some donated resources to do our small part to bring peace, love and acceptance to all.  We are looking for a way to be the hope/peace/love/joy we want to see in the world, and a way to right the injustices we see all around us.

I understand that my privilege allows me to volunteer my time and my resources to social justice initiatives even though my lived experience prohibits me from truly understanding. I will be starting 2017 in Brooks County at Sacred Heart Cemetery continuing the exhumations we started in 2013 and 2014.  We worked with Baylor University to remove over 100 unidentified migrants from the ground so they could begin their journey towards identification and repatriation.  Volunteering to bring awareness to this humanitarian crisis, to bring closure to family members and to give a voice to a marginalized population feels like the most appropriate way to start the new year and put the  trials of 2016 in the past.

This trip will be different than previous seasons in several ways. This year we will be joined by faculty and students from Texas State University.  We have worked with them the last two years in the lab and are eager to work with them in the field as well.  Our previous trips have occurred in May or June, so a January trip should be more comfortable for the manual labor we will be conducting at the cemetery.  In addition to the UIndy forensics team, we will also be joined by a group of cultural anthropologists from UIndy. Supervised by Dr. Alyson O’Daniel, they will be conducting participant observation at the cemetery and community outreach at the South Texas Human Rights Center.  My family will also be joining me to better understand what I do during these trips to Falfurrias.

I look forward to working with an amazing group of people from UIndy, TX State, the Brooks County Sheriff Office and the local community.  I am eager to catch up with our friends in Falfurrias and continue to contribute our small part to these identification efforts. Happy New Year to you all!

~KEL

 

 

 

Embracing the Unknown

Before embarking on this trip to South Texas I’ve been asked countless times why I’m going and what I’ll be doing. While I have prepared answers for these inquiries, I’m also acutely aware that they do not truly reflect the variety and depth of work and emotions I will be facing. It’s simple to tell people I will be assisting the UIndy forensics team at Sacred Heart Cemetery in the exhumation of unidentified migrants, it will be quite another thing when I’m there experiencing the heat, smells, sore muscles, and high emotions. I can tell people I will be helping at the South Texas Humans Right Center, but once I’m there in the thick of the crisis and tensions I will have a new perspective of and connection to the situation at our border. If I’m talking to families who have missing loved ones or those who may soon be reunited, I cannot imagine the flood of emotions I will experience. I believe this is not a trip I can truly prepare for, because the actuality will be far different than any expectations I can form. For me, this is both incredibly exciting and terrifying. I look forward to the flexible, anything-can-happen nature of this work but also worry about my in-the-moment reactions. For these reasons I have focused on the practicalities of making sure I have what I need and not worrying about all the things I cannot control.

I am traveling with the team as an undergraduate cultural anthropology student. Although I have traveled abroad and been immersed in other cultures before, it has never been in the context of field work and active participant observation. Nor have I ever been involved with crisis response. This is a unique opportunity that I am so thankful to have been offered. It will be interesting to see how everything plays out and what people and situations we encounter. Taking jottings through the day and typing up field notes in the evening will also be a new experience that I will have to learn to balance with our demanding schedule. However, I look forward to the reflection and insight I can gain through an observant, focused directive.

Amidst all the emotion and trials I will face I am thankful to be apart of such an amazing, dedicated, and experienced team. It’s exciting to be apart of an important effort and have the chance to offer whatever assistance and insight I may be able to. I can only go in with an open heart and mind to embrace whatever happens, offer help when I can, and observe and record my experiences in the hope that my effort can make some small difference.

Rachel

A large blue barrel and milk carts of gallon water jugs in the bed of a truck.

On the Road Again

I have had the honor and pleasure of being a member of this project since the beginning.  It has been one of the most amazing experiences of my life; both physically and emotionally exhausting, yet somehow indescribably rewarding.   As one of the original actors in this performance, I thought I’d take a moment to bring everyone up-to-date.

Previously, in South Texas…

The project started with an invitation.  Dr. Baker and the fine people of Baylor asked if we would like to help excavate Sacred Heart Burial Park in Falfurrias, Texas.  Unidentified border crossers had been interred in the cemetery.  Without proper skeletal analyses and DNA samples, there was no hope for these individuals to be repatriated to their families.  The ultimate goal is identification so that loved ones can begin the processes of healing and closure.

A man supporting a woman leaning into a trench
Teamwork

The first season of excavations felt like a fever dream.  It was blisteringly hot, and proceeded at a dizzying pace.  Our team operated autonomously, as a small team embedded in the framework of the larger project.  This project was a summer course for the Baylor team.   They were there to learn how to do field work, how to properly grid and document, and how to do forensic excavations.  Eventually we were asked if we could help teach their students some of the tips and tricks we use while excavating, which we happily agreed to.  Dr. Latham’s philosophy is that life is full of “teachable moments”.  We travel to Texas to help in any way we can, and teaching has become one of our strongest contributions.

A group photo
Season 2 Excavation Team

The second season of excavations started with us in a teaching role.  The first few days were spent demonstrating proper excavation techniques to the new and eager Baylor students.  It also gave us a chance to work with all of the students more closely.  Instead of being a separate team from UIndy, we were now one big team trying to collectively meet our goal – repatriation.  My words cannot do justice to the amazing people of Baylor.  It was an honor to work with them.

The third and fourth field seasons focused on skeletal analyses at Texas State.  Excavating the remains is only step 1, the next steps are to analyze the remains, identify the individual, then return them to their loved ones.  This portion of our work does not make for the most exciting readings, but it the most critically important part of the process.  These field seasons also found us contributing in different ways, such as creating and filling water stations, volunteering at the Sacred Heart Respite Center in McAllen, and collecting family data from loved ones at Missing in Harris County Day.

This year we will be excavating with a team from Texas State.  I do not know exactly what this adventure will hold but I am excited to do my part.  Cheers to another year of awesome people and amazing work!

Justin