Category Archives: Reflections

Reflections on how we feel and how the mission is changing us

Dirty Work

There is something gratifying about a hard day’s work to which coming home dirty, sweaty, and exhausted are all obvious signs.  Our field work in Falfurrias always results in us being coated in sand and mud, drenched in sweat, and shambling back to our hotel beds physically drained for a few hours sleep (and I mean the word “few” quite literally).  The typical day has me rising by 5 AM to do field work until about 1pm.  That is usually followed by a myriad of small tasks including paperwork, debriefing meetings, and the occasional blog post, which consumes the remainder of my evening until about midnight when I collapse from exhaustion.

What I just described is a typical day.  Today was NOT a typical day.  The beginning of the day started as usual until we received a call from the local police chief around noon.  The chief, Benny Martinez, informed us that a body had been found on a local ranch and asked us to assist in the recovery.  So the entire UIndy crew, Dr. Baker and I piled into Chief’s truck and drove several miles to the gate of the ranch.  The rancher, border patrol, and a representative from the local funeral home met us at the gate and escorted us across a web of ever-winding and ever-narrowing dirt roads to what I assumed was our site.  It was not.  Our site was still several hundred yards away through thorns and sand.

Uindy team members in the brush talking to Border PatrolThe rest of the recovery was gruesome, so I’ll spare you the details.  What is important to know is that this person perished in pursuit of a better life.   As the “Recovery Expert” for our team, I have been on many forensic recoveries, and as a recovery this one was not particularly different.  What stuck with me this time were the stories along the way.

The chief and the deputy sheriff have been on five recoveries in six days, and they only expect them to happen more frequently as the temperatures increase (as a reference it has averaged between 90-100 degrees Fahrenheit).  Often times they are attempting to respond to distress calls but due to extreme weather, distance, and lack of man power end up requiring the assistance of the funeral home.  They told us how the coyotes leading the border crossers (often women and children) would pace them at a mile every fifteen minutes through this baking heat, and if the crossers could not keep up they would be left behind.  The officials we talked to all echoed similar stories of kidnappings, extortions, and rapes at the hands of the coyotes.  While these accounts are incredibly disturbing and hard to stomach, they represent the harsh reality facing those attempting to cross the border and must be addressed.

UIndy team standing in the brush with orange flags dispersedPeople often tell us how important our work is, but sometimes it is hard for me to see.  The work we do is completely reactive, in that by the time we are involved someone has already died.  To quote another forensic anthropologist, “We stand on the shoulders of giants.”  What we do is but a small piece of a very large puzzle.  We do not stand alone, nor could we.  We could not function without the great people of Falfurrias like Chief Benny Martinez, Deputy Sheriff Leonel Munoz, and the countless others who serve this wonderful county.

Uindy team smiling with a border patrol and authority persons

~Justin

Different Perspectives

Today had its highs, lows, and in between.  Once again late to breakfast I will be on time tomorrow (maybe).  Once we got to the site we got started right away, we set a goal and we were able to accomplish our goal by the end of the day.  However there has been a controversy among our group.  This has started to be a serious issue among our team.  There are two types of shovels on site, a tall shovel and a short shovel (with a handle).  You see, I am considered an average height individual and the tall shovel literally comes to my head. So why use a shovel almost taller than me.  I have been trying to convince the team that the short shovel is better and they should all convert to the short shovel.  However they constantly disagree and persist on using the tall shovel.  But little do they know they will slowly start to change their minds and eventually before the trip is over they will all convert to the short shovel.  I already have witnessed Dr. Latham using the short shovel and I personally think it’s a good look.  Other than that everything is great on scene and this is a great group of people.  After the work on scene I was ready to take a nap and get ready to for the amazing dinner at Arturo’s house I have been told about.  But before I was able to take my nap I was offered a chance to go to a ranch. 

UIndy team members smiling at the camera while shoveling inside a burial

I had my own idea of what a ranch looked like and I was so far off.  The idea of a ranch that I always imagined was wide open green acres, horses roaming freely, and a picture perfect landscape.  When we got out there I saw high grasses and random spots of small trees with spiny thorns and areas of gathered wood.  Nothing orderly or systematic about the land. I was able to freely explore and learn about. Lavoyger (the security manager) took us  to an area where migrants come and camp for the night.  A couple of the members of the group and myself walked through the area and gazed at all the torn clothes and empty bags on the ground.  Empty jugs, cans, and bottles were scattered around the area.  All of this was such an eye opener.  We were discussing this scene and expressing how sad the situation was and how hard it would be to imagine being in this situation.  And then it dawned on me that when the migrants make it to that area they are feeling a sense of accomplishment.  They are so close to their destination and know that they have possibly made it through the worst of their travel.  When I realized the perspective difference of the situation it was mind boggling.  Something so bizarre and incomprehensible to us is welcoming and achievable to them. 

A white dirt road extending into the brush with blue skies aboveAfter the ranch we were invited to the constable’s house for dinner.  It was quite an experience.  The food was amazing and I am glad I was properly introduced to cowboy bread.  The hospitality that we have received is so welcoming and I am grateful to everyone who has lent a helping hand.

Cheneta

Documentary Filmmakers Become Part of the Team

I’d like to introduce our readers to a phenomenal team of documentary filmmakers who have been following our work this week in Falfurrias, TX. Meet Sarah and Esy.

Team UIndy strikes a pose with Sarah and Esy, the documentary filmmakers.As graduate students working in a forensic anthropology lab, we learn very quickly how to interact with media. Sometimes news stations get the story right, and sometimes they don’t. Often times we are misquoted or taken out of context. And in order to get the story, cameras are often intrusive, getting in the way of forensic analysis and building an annoying stereotype for themselves. These young filmmakers couldn’t have been any farther from this description.

Sarah and Esy were at the scene before we arrived on Sunday, greeting us with smiles and handshakes. The filmmakers told us of their project to create a documentary about the various ways Americans memorialize the deceased, currently entitled MEMORIALS. Arriving at the cemetery before sunrise and leaving only after the last crew has packed up and taken off, Sarah and Esy have seen nearly everything we have at the site. They join us for debriefings and listen to us as we talk through our progress, hoping to capture much of the behind-the-scenes of our work.

But what really impresses me about this duo is their raw style and manner of filming. Neither of them has approached us asking for an interview. Instead, they rely on the sounds and vocals that they capture. They stand from afar and film unobtrusively. No cameras in faces, no mics right next to the grave as we dig. In fact, the filmmakers became a seamless part of the group, moving buckets and supplies for us and sharing lunch with us daily. Esy told me that she often makes sure while filming to dedicate an equal time with the camera off. They aren’t there to just film; they are there to experience, to learn, and to become immersed in our project, which is impossible to do with an eye through the viewfinder. She discussed her annoyance with watching people spending so much time using cell phones to capture awful video footage of an experience that can’t be recreated. The immersion into these rare experiences must be valued.

I talked to Esy during lunch about their film, and I asked her about the competition for topics among independent filmmakers: what if someone else beats them to it with their topic on memorials? Can’t they just change the vocal overdubs and commentary and keep their same footage, allowing them to adapt to the competition? Esy said absolutely not, because they don’t provide any commentary. They let the footage narrate itself, allowing the viewer to draw their own conclusions from the footage rather than using commentary to tell the viewer the facts straightforward.

The human rights crisis that the country is facing can’t be fully described  or narrated with facts and commentary because there are so many perspectives to take into account. Instead, each person has their own take on what is happening from their unique perspective. There is no wrong or right solution to the crisis. By presenting our work in such a raw style, Sarah and Esy have safely avoided forcing any bias or perspective on the viewer, which I deeply admire. It is up to each one of us to decide what we can do to help. At Sacred Heart, we are contributing our expertise towards only one angle of the issue, but we have been fortunate to see other angles that broaden our perspective and make us more aware of what can be done to help.

I highly encourage our readers to explore Sarah and Esy’s previous work. I’ve watched their trailers for many of their films and can’t wait to see the full features. Follow their vlog at www.perinspire.com for information on films such as Jeepney, The Rink, and Thing With No Name that deeply explore important social issues around the world.

Thanks Sarah and Esy for temporarily joining our team, and best of luck in the future with your films!

Ryan