Category Archives: Human Rights, Migrant Death

Talking about the project itself

End of the Road

Our time in Texas has come to an end.  Two weeks came and went as if I blinked.  These trips to Texas always feel surreal – like a fleeting dream.  It is impossible for me to explain even a fraction of what the experience was like.  Every moment of the day is filled from morning to night with such things that leave you physically and mentally exhausted.  It also forces you to wrestle with every human emotion, such as joy, fear, guilt, loss, and helplessness.  As hard as it was to face, I know we all  gained great strength from the difficulty of our task.

I am not an eloquent man.  Try as I might, I cannot muster up the words to express how much this project means to me.  To remedy this, I will shamelessly use the words of William Shakespeare from the Tempest.

Prospero:

Our Actors
Our Actors

 “Our revels now are ended. These our actors, As I foretold you, were all spirits, and  Are melted into air, into thin air:

Landscape image of Texas with a small body of water and trees
The cloud-capped State of Texas

 And like the baseless fabric of this vision, The cloud-capp’d tow’rs, the gorgeous palaces,

Image of the Alamo
The solemn temples, the great globe itself

 The solemn temples, the great globe itself, Yea, all which it inherit, shall dissolve,

And, like this insubstantial pageant faded, Leave not a rack behind. We are such stuff As dreams are made on; and our little life Is rounded with a sleep.”

Image of a grave marker of unidentified remains
What I see when asked, “Why do you do this work?”

As I said last year, it isn’t over.  It can’t be – there is still so much work that needs to be done.  There are still people dying without a name.  There are still families without a place to grieve.  Everyday the hard working people of Texas are faced with this humanitarian crisis.  So many of them work tirelessly to ameliorate the problem in any way that they can.  I feel greatly honored just to have done my small part, and privileged to have done it by their side.

Justin

Through the Looking Glass

“Now, here, you see, it takes all the running you can do, to keep in the same place. If you want to get somewhere else, you must run at least twice as fast as that!” — The Red Queen (in Lewis Carroll’s Through the Looking Glass)

As I reflect upon our recent trip to Texas, I can’t help but think about all the work that was done while we were there.  In Falfurrias we worked with various community members to discuss ways that the recoveries of deceased migrants from outdoor death scenes can be done according to best practices within the context of  the limited time and resources of Brooks County.  We spoke with close to 50 people from various organizations that expressed a sincere desire to perform the recoveries using forensic archeology as a way to collect the maximum amount of information towards identification of the deceased.  They expressed frustration over the fact that they need resources towards these recovery efforts.

TrainingWe worked with community members to built, repair and fill the life saving water stations that pepper the landscape of Brooks County.  Not only did this include Eddie, Sister Pam and Hailey of the South Texas Human Rights Center.  But also volunteers from Falfurrias, other parts of Texas, California and Ohio.  People come from near and far to volunteer their time towards these life saving tasks.

H2OThe first week we also spent time with the volunteers at Sacred Heart Church, who dedicate time every day to caring for the refugees who are traveling to meet other family members. Then we traveled to Texas State University to volunteer with others from across the country to work towards identification of the migrants buried at the Sacred Heart Cemetery.

Beyond Borders member analyzing an element with gloves on Each day we were introduced to more and more people who are volunteering their time to assist in this crisis.  They are working to prevent deaths, to identify the deceased and to aid the living.  Each person doing their own small part, their own “small” part, to assist in this crisis.   But the more we do this work the more I see there is no “small” part.  The volunteers are giving days, weeks, months and years of themselves to this.  But the deaths continue, the bodies are still mostly unidentified and the living still suffer.  I see us all running as fast as we can to work towards our common goals and I see us running faster and faster just to stay in the same place just like the Red Queen tells us in “Through the Looking Glass”.

A road going down through the Texas Brush with blue skies and greeneryIt’s easy to get frustrated. It’s easy to see all that still needs to be done. But a wise man reminded us during this trip to not forget about the progress. Deputy Chief Martinez reminded us that huge strides have been made in Brooks County and continue to be made each day.  When the road seems long and unending we must step back and look at the big picture.  We’re not staying in the same place but slowly moving together.  All of our “small” contributions are slowly moving towards progress.

~KEL

Reflections

Our trip to Texas is over and we’re all back home in Indiana now. It feels weird being back. In South Texas everyone is constantly dealing with the effects of border crossers and border crosser deaths. Its part of their everyday lives, but in Indiana this isn’t a problem that we have to deal with. I feel a little disconnected being back here because I’m still constantly thinking about Texas.

This trip has surpassed all of my expectations. I don’t think I really knew what I was getting myself into when I went on this trip. This trip was emotionally challenging, mentally exhausting, and sometimes even physically exhausting, but the most challenging part of this trip was meeting the border crossers themselves. Visiting the residential center was the most difficult thing I had to do on this trip. Seeing all those exhausted faces, knowing that these families had been in that place for months, and not really being able to do much to help them other than talk to them was hard. My experiences meeting these migrants is something I will never forget.

This trip has also allowed me to see this crisis from multiple points of view. I was able to see how this crisis affected Brooks County citizens, how it affected the ranchers, the migrants, border control, the sheriff’s department, and other investigators. I feel like I’ve gained some perspective, but I know that I don’t have the complete picture yet.

I just want to say that I am so proud our team. We accomplished so much in the short amount of time that we had. At Texas State University, we worked diligently and efficiently and were able to meet our quota of skeletal analyses that needed to be finished. For our week in Falfurrias, we provided each other with emotional support, especially for those visits that involved working with migrant families. We shared our thoughts and feelings about what we experienced at the end of each day. We have grown closer as a team and I have learned so much from my teammates.

Fun group photo of members smiling and making fun faces

One of the things I treasure most about this trip is all the new friends that I’ve made. Hailey, Eddie, Sister Pam, and all the other volunteers at the South Texas Human Rights Center (STHRC) are truly amazing people. They are so passionate and dedicated to their cause. I cannot believe how hard they work. I am also glad I got a chance to work with Dr. Kate Spradley and her students at Texas State University. They are a hard working bunch and have so much enthusiasm for what they do.

Group photo of the team having dinner with members from the South Texas Human Rights CenterDinner with the STHRC team

Group photo of Beyond Borders members and Texas State members Hanging out with our new Texas State friends

The the things that I have learned,  the people I’ve met, and the experiences that I have had on this trip are things that are going to stay with me. I am so thankful that I had the opportunity to go South Texas and help out and I hope that I will be able to make this trip again in the future.

-Amanda