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Through the Looking Glass

“Now, here, you see, it takes all the running you can do, to keep in the same place. If you want to get somewhere else, you must run at least twice as fast as that!” — The Red Queen (in Lewis Carroll’s Through the Looking Glass)

As I reflect upon our recent trip to Texas, I can’t help but think about all the work that was done while we were there.  In Falfurrias we worked with various community members to discuss ways that the recoveries of deceased migrants from outdoor death scenes can be done according to best practices within the context of  the limited time and resources of Brooks County.  We spoke with close to 50 people from various organizations that expressed a sincere desire to perform the recoveries using forensic archeology as a way to collect the maximum amount of information towards identification of the deceased.  They expressed frustration over the fact that they need resources towards these recovery efforts.

TrainingWe worked with community members to built, repair and fill the life saving water stations that pepper the landscape of Brooks County.  Not only did this include Eddie, Sister Pam and Hailey of the South Texas Human Rights Center.  But also volunteers from Falfurrias, other parts of Texas, California and Ohio.  People come from near and far to volunteer their time towards these life saving tasks.

H2OThe first week we also spent time with the volunteers at Sacred Heart Church, who dedicate time every day to caring for the refugees who are traveling to meet other family members. Then we traveled to Texas State University to volunteer with others from across the country to work towards identification of the migrants buried at the Sacred Heart Cemetery.

Beyond Borders member analyzing an element with gloves on Each day we were introduced to more and more people who are volunteering their time to assist in this crisis.  They are working to prevent deaths, to identify the deceased and to aid the living.  Each person doing their own small part, their own “small” part, to assist in this crisis.   But the more we do this work the more I see there is no “small” part.  The volunteers are giving days, weeks, months and years of themselves to this.  But the deaths continue, the bodies are still mostly unidentified and the living still suffer.  I see us all running as fast as we can to work towards our common goals and I see us running faster and faster just to stay in the same place just like the Red Queen tells us in “Through the Looking Glass”.

A road going down through the Texas Brush with blue skies and greeneryIt’s easy to get frustrated. It’s easy to see all that still needs to be done. But a wise man reminded us during this trip to not forget about the progress. Deputy Chief Martinez reminded us that huge strides have been made in Brooks County and continue to be made each day.  When the road seems long and unending we must step back and look at the big picture.  We’re not staying in the same place but slowly moving together.  All of our “small” contributions are slowly moving towards progress.

~KEL

Reflections

Our trip to Texas is over and we’re all back home in Indiana now. It feels weird being back. In South Texas everyone is constantly dealing with the effects of border crossers and border crosser deaths. Its part of their everyday lives, but in Indiana this isn’t a problem that we have to deal with. I feel a little disconnected being back here because I’m still constantly thinking about Texas.

This trip has surpassed all of my expectations. I don’t think I really knew what I was getting myself into when I went on this trip. This trip was emotionally challenging, mentally exhausting, and sometimes even physically exhausting, but the most challenging part of this trip was meeting the border crossers themselves. Visiting the residential center was the most difficult thing I had to do on this trip. Seeing all those exhausted faces, knowing that these families had been in that place for months, and not really being able to do much to help them other than talk to them was hard. My experiences meeting these migrants is something I will never forget.

This trip has also allowed me to see this crisis from multiple points of view. I was able to see how this crisis affected Brooks County citizens, how it affected the ranchers, the migrants, border control, the sheriff’s department, and other investigators. I feel like I’ve gained some perspective, but I know that I don’t have the complete picture yet.

I just want to say that I am so proud our team. We accomplished so much in the short amount of time that we had. At Texas State University, we worked diligently and efficiently and were able to meet our quota of skeletal analyses that needed to be finished. For our week in Falfurrias, we provided each other with emotional support, especially for those visits that involved working with migrant families. We shared our thoughts and feelings about what we experienced at the end of each day. We have grown closer as a team and I have learned so much from my teammates.

Fun group photo of members smiling and making fun faces

One of the things I treasure most about this trip is all the new friends that I’ve made. Hailey, Eddie, Sister Pam, and all the other volunteers at the South Texas Human Rights Center (STHRC) are truly amazing people. They are so passionate and dedicated to their cause. I cannot believe how hard they work. I am also glad I got a chance to work with Dr. Kate Spradley and her students at Texas State University. They are a hard working bunch and have so much enthusiasm for what they do.

Group photo of the team having dinner with members from the South Texas Human Rights CenterDinner with the STHRC team

Group photo of Beyond Borders members and Texas State members Hanging out with our new Texas State friends

The the things that I have learned,  the people I’ve met, and the experiences that I have had on this trip are things that are going to stay with me. I am so thankful that I had the opportunity to go South Texas and help out and I hope that I will be able to make this trip again in the future.

-Amanda

Day 12

Group photo of Beyond Borders team members holding up one and two fingers for day 12
Day 12

Today we head back to Indiana.  We woke up early and packed up our hotel rooms. Checking and double checking every corner to make sure we didn’t forget anything, and moving items from suitcase to suitcase making sure everything fit and was under the weight maximum for the airline.  There was one last stop we needed to make before heading to the airport: Whataburger.  Amanda said this Texas classic was on her list of places to dine while in the Lone Star State, so we picked up a few taquitos and honey butter chicken biscuits for the road.  Then we waved good bye to San Marcos and headed towards the airport.  This is the first year we didn’t have to stop and clean out the rental before returning it. Previous years our rental transported us muddy, sweaty and stinky as we conducted archeological exhumations.  This year the rental was spared the usual Febreeze bath before being returned.

Group photo of Beyond Borders team members on the plane back home
Homeward Bound

When we got to the airport we huddled in a corner at our gate and discussed the tasks we need to complete in the upcoming few weeks.  Our work is far from over.  We have documents we need to make and submit to the appropriate agencies.  We have databases to update, emails to send and reflections to make.  Amanda and Justin will be taking over the NamUs database duties of our cases as Ryan transitions to his fellowship at the South Texas Human Rights Center.  He is already dedicating a lot of time to reviewing documents, databases, spreadsheets and other tasks that will better prepare him for his upcoming job.  Most of us slept on the flight home, thoroughly exhausted from our two weeks in Texas.  Since we were working all day, everyday we didn’t have much time to just stop and think about what we were doing and how this experience has impacted us.  Those reflections will begin to pour into our minds slowly over the next few days and weeks.

Just because we are home doesn’t mean the blog is over for the year.  We plan on submitting several more entries over the next week or so.  Please continue to check back daily for new entries!  Thank you to all of you that have followed us so far.  We appreciate your support and the awareness you are bringing to this humanitarian crisis.

~KEL